My Clouds:"The news"
No wind chimes, no whispers, no dreams, no lingering scents.
Missing your 23rd birthday when you were home.
No holding your face in my hands & telling you I love you.
My Silver Linings:
MEMORIES!!!
Laying on our tummies on the living room floor looking at pictures in encyclopedias.
Taking you to Zoo Boo in Erie at Halloween (your 1st zoo trip!)...just the two of us.
Surprise phone calls from you asking me to "name that song" or "who sang that?".
Remembering our phone calls..where I was and what we talked about.
The nature excursions with you & Gabe out a Gramma & Papa's house...getting dirty & poking things with sticks :).
Seeing your face when you got your first bicycle for Christmas.
Helping you with your recipes for your senior project & you giving me your Mojito recipe!
Knowing that you loved me no matter what...no doubts...always knowing!!!
Carrying you as a newborn down the hall at the mall where I worked and feeling SO PROUD!
Seeing you play hockey and still feeling SO PROUD!
All the cards with special notes and drawing that I still have.
Twenty two birthdays complete with candles, cakes and kisses.
I will stop my list now since I could go on listing my silver linings forever. You lit my life in ways that I can't explain! I thank God for allowing me to be your "Ant" and I thank you for being you!!